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It's Always Been Me

A Novel

Published by She Writes Press
Distributed by Simon & Schuster

About The Book

For fans of Lily King and Jojo Moyes, a contemporary women’s novel about a woman navigating love, loss, and the whispering call of her neglected artistic dreams.

Right after Sabina watches her rock star husband walk out on their marriage, a phone call reveals that her beloved grandmother is in the ICU in Santa Cruz, CA. So, Sabina hits the road with a tear-stained face, a bad hangover, and no plan for her future.

After arriving, she rediscovers a number of old loves: ocean swimming, process painting, and a high school sweetheart named Graham—all of which force her to reckon with how she buried her dream of being an artist to support her husband. But strange things are afoot. Sabina hears a mysterious voice and wonders if it’s a Selkie, one of the mythical shape-shifting seal folk from her grandmother’s tales. The voice seems to be guiding her, but can she trust it?

While her marriage and her grandmother’s health deteriorate, Sabina returns to her painting, asking big questions: Is it too late to live her dream? Must she choose between her dream and love? And is the voice she’s hearing a sign she’s lost it or a key to unlocking her true self?

About The Author

Megan Walrod is a writer, women’s empowerment coach, and founder of Live Your Yes, LLC. Over the past sixteen years, she's supported thousands of women to break free from their "good girl" training and create bold, audacious lives. She has a thing for mermaids, cupcakes, and skinny dipping. It’s Always Been Me is her first novel.

Product Details

  • Publisher: She Writes Press (June 10, 2025)
  • Length: 256 pages
  • ISBN13: 9781647429157

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“A deeply personal story that will resonate with every woman who has struggled to hear her inner voice amidst the cultural noise. A must-read.”—Laura Munson, New York Times and USA Today best-selling author of Willa's Grove, and founder of the acclaimed Haven Writing Retreats

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